I’m a Muslim lady, 40 years old, and I’m married with three kids—two boys and a girl, Alhamdulillah. But I don’t love my husband. I’ve never loved him, and the funniest thing is I was not forced into this marriage. He’s not a rich man, so people shouldn’t judge me and think I married him for his money.....CLICK HERE TO READ THE FULL ARTICLE>>>
No, I have been in this marriage for 12 years now, but for the past two years, I don’t love him. He knows I don’t love him, but he does all he can to make me happy. He’s trying.
I get very angry when he wants to be intimate with me. I even cry sometimes, but I’ve never disrespected him nor refused him whenever he needs me. My friend from childhood knows everything about me and my marriage. She tries her best to calm me down.
The problem here is my husband traveled last year and stayed away for a month. My best friend came to visit me one time and asked if I missed him. She was just teasing me. I told her I don’t miss him, and she asked, “Even the intimacy?” I said yes because I don’t feel anything, and there’s nothing to miss. She said, “Even after three kids?” and I said yes.
Long story short, she started teaching me how I can satisfy myself and shared some videos with me. I don’t even know how it happened, but that night she taught me, and I felt something I’ve never felt before. The feeling was out of this world, and since then, she has always been touching me.
I’m so used to her now that we have been doing this for almost a year. I no longer want my husband to even lay a finger on me.
Now, she wants to stop touching me because she doesn’t want to shame me with my husband. I’m totally confused and don’t know what to do. I don’t agree with my husband anymore because I don’t want her to stop. Please send comments and comment respectfully…CONTINUE READING>>
