Please hide my identity. I’m a 21-year-old girl, and I’m dating my cousin brother from my mom’s side. His mom and I are cousins. We started when we were kids. He’s a year older than me, so we grew up in the same house. However, when I was seven years old, I moved to another country, meaning him and I were not talking.....CLICK HERE TO READ THE FULL ARTICLE>>>
After eight years, when I was 15, we started talking because I had a phone. Fast forward to when I was 18, he confessed his love for me, and I did the same. We would talk for hours till night, but my mom didn’t like it. So, we started exchanging nudes and all that.
When I was 20, after matriculation, I went back to my home country for a funeral and also to fix my documents. It was my uncle’s funeral, and that was the first time we met after 13 years. He was very impressed by what he saw because I’m a very sexy lady and a pretty light-skinned girl. We had to separate ourselves from other family members at night.
When we were sitting, I was a bit embarrassed about what we were doing on the phone. He started fingering me. I did not want to, but his attractiveness and deep voice got me walked into it. We had sex after the funeral service and at night when no one was watching.
After the funeral, I went to my cousin brother’s house, which is his house because he was staying with him. We had sex in my brother’s house. Then it was time for me to return to my country where I stay. I stayed there for three months, then had to return to my home country for my nursing degree. I was staying with my cousin brother where he stayed. Him and I used to have sex every day, and he would take me out.
But now the problem is, I did not know much about my country, so I needed him to show me around in town, but he refused. He would come up with excuses, such as him being broke, tired, or not knowing.
Fast forward, he left and went to another city. I was left alone because I didn’t know anyone except him, and my cousin brothers and sisters-in-law were a bit cruel to me. Two weeks later, I followed him to the city to my cousin sister’s house, his mom’s, and we had a lot of sex.
Later on, we had to end what we were doing, but I was too attached to him. I wanted marriage and was willing to embarrass myself for our love, but he refused.
He didn’t want to disappoint his mother. So, I left for my home country and went back to where I was raised. He and I started fighting about why he didn’t want us to get married or sacrifice for our love and dignity, and why he didn’t want to escort me to the city.
We spent three months without talking. He would text me, but I would ignore him. Now he’s telling me he loves me and that we can get married to different people but still be in a relationship.
I honestly love him and cannot see myself without him, even though I have a boyfriend that really does everything for me. But I love my cousin, even though I felt used by him in the beginning. Please help me get rid of my feelings for him. Advise me…CONTINUE READING>>
